Sunday, August 21, 2011

I Feel Like Dying

I'm sitting here asking myself why
Why is it that I want to die
I hate my life and what I am
So I'm just thinking to myself how do I get out of this jam
I try to have faith
But my life is moving at a slow pace
I'm hoping I can gain some patience
Because I need some time to adapt to these changes 
Yet I try to remain gracious
Even though I really can't take this 
Constant feeling of despair
And the sudden urge to shed a tear
I'm really in search of that true friend
Who gets me and I get them
Does that person even exist
Or am I just making a false wish
Yes I still feel like dying
But no I'm not trying 


Punam said...

Heyy, my heart goes out to you.. Please don't despair, you just have to have faith. You got to survive. Love yourself, Poonam, only then will love find your way.. you have to find it inside your heart, the eternal wait has to stop.. only then will he find your way.. the best friend is inside your heart, inside your soul and when you find her, you will find a lot lot more. In her eyes, you will find many friends.. not one, but many many, flooding your life with lots of love.. Wishing you strength, true love and hope, wishing you find yourself again,
Take care,

☆ Rià ღ said...

Never let go of faith...sometimes it is best to let life take its course.

Anonymous said...

awww my heart goes out for you...
there is a couplet u might like i have read it somewhere..
"zindagi tu hi bata kaise tujhe pyar karun teri har subah meri umar ghata deti h"....

Anyways dear dont feel so low.. everything is gonna be alrite soon...
have some patience and faith in god...

CynicalOxymoron™ said...

This too shall pass dear! As Punam said, love yourself... Be mega-selfish! It aint wrong. Fight and fight till you can stand above all and show them you can do it, all by yourself!

Sovina said...

When the going gets tough, the tough get going :)

Stay positive!

Bikramjit said...

Life is funny...

have faith and do what u can .. it will all go away ..

go for a holiday
do something you have wanted to do for long

shed that tear dont stop it ...

take care

Raajii said...

If I could tell you how many times I have thought that.