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Friday, September 3, 2010

Rare Confessions

That's something I have recently learned that once you confess your hidden sin's, for which you always feel guilty, it assuages you completely and also gives you the strength to change and to get out of the trap of the sin's. So these are some of my rare confessions I always wanted to make but never dared to.




1. So often I get jealous by listening to the success of my friends. I start comparing them with myself and when I realize they have moved ahead, I feel inferior.






2. I always say I never regret in life but I regret as often as I look into the mirror a not-so-slim reflection and see that my closet is getting full of precious unfit clothes . The regret gets more painful when I know how to control the things but yet due to my laziness I lose my determination for exercise and diet later or sooner.






3. I have been termed as a most studious and ambitious person by people around me. However the truth is I could never manage to become what I always wanted to and in turn when I became of something else, better than I could ever imagine, I forgot my old dreams as soon as other's did. I was a good sports person, theater artist, dancer, singer, cartoonist, sketcher, short movie maker etc etc, almost best in everything which people called creative. But in the rat race of this world I lost and forgot those things that used to make me happy at heart.






4. Sometimes I look down upon myself being a middle class person. Why did I even dreamed of things I could not afford and even if I can it will lead me into financial insurgencies?






5. Even being so perfect in advising others about their personal airy matters I always find my self in chaos when the winds come to me.






6. I often have opinion clashes with my parents. I am a failure in solving this generation gap.






7. I love it when people come back to me although I could never stepped to go back to them. Had I have ever tried to go back, things could have been better with my relationships.







8. I am not a religious person but a true lover of mankind. So it sometimes bores me standing in a religious place where I can see less of god and more of hypocrisy.






9. I am over punctual as per IST ( Indian's Stretchable Time) which always turn me furious on the person even if they are JOT (just on time)






10. I have wasted hrs, days, and months sparely which I could have been used in some useful work and made my life more happening.



Well it took a great courage to spill the beans but only after writing I have realized that I just had 4 points in my mind which has eventually come down to 10 points. Now since I have penned them here I have accepted the fact that these things do exist and I need to work on them. I would someday love to see myself become a much much better person coming out of all my weaknesses and looking into the sky in the eyes of Almighty without any confessions.




36 comments:

Randeep said...

I liked your confessions.

1. its common nature of human beings. Not one to confess dear. Its in our blood.

2. This one is not a sin. Just laziness.

3. I dont believe you. [See I'm jealous]

4. Because there is nothing to be spend for dreaming. You are too weak here.

5. Its always easy to advice on others matters. But to face when it comes to us. Here I'm giving a quote that might help.

"Worrying is like a rocking chair, it gives you something to do, but it gets you nowhere." ~Glenn Turner

6. It happens. But If it is taking away from parents, stop arguing. Because once u get far away from them u can never get back to where u were. ur ego wont take u there.

7. I think we discussed it. :)

8. Oops a true lover of mankind always live in the way the god tell us to. So no problem. But u can believe in a god who doesn't belongs to any religions. It can be a power, a reason, a force anything. Cant you?

9. That not a sin. Time will teach you.

10. Still u have time.

When u have a problem in mind you also have an answer for it in the same place. You are just lazy to work on it. thats it. So dont be lazy. Have fun.

WritingsForLife said...

lovely photo collection. I hope this serves as a therapy for you. My confessions, almost always make it worse for me to recover afterwards.

IceMaiden said...

HI there,

Thanks for visiting my blog :)

And kudos to your courage girl!.. I felt I was reading somethings about myself... which I have never openly accepted until now.. it takes a lot of courage to make such confessions.. :)

We are all but humans :)

Cheers,
Annie.

L1L2 said...

wow! so honest... well expressed along with those photos that seemed to go along with the theme.

Rià said...

Nice n honest confessions. :) Loved ur frankness.

Preetilata【ツ】 said...

i was reading me in points 3, 5 and 10. for quite sometime there is a huge turmoil inside me which refuses to settle down because of those three points. don't know how things will fall in place.


lovely blog.

erer said...

i liked your honesty. and confessions need courage. good one there!

happy blogging :)

Angels Never Lie said...

@randeep...yep i know da ans and hav startd following dem...thnks

Angels Never Lie said...

@raajii...confessions may or may nt work fr u...dats v personal

Angels Never Lie said...

@ annie...yeah it does take a lot of courage...kp visiting

Angels Never Lie said...

@ L1L2...thnks dear

Angels Never Lie said...

@ ria...i love it too...:)

Angels Never Lie said...

@preetilata..i hope u cud find a solution for urslef as i did n den work on it...all da best..thnks fr commenting

Angels Never Lie said...

@warmsunshine....thnks...

♥ÐÅyÐяєÅмє®♥ said...

apart from 4,6 , 9.. u r completely me...good that you mustered the courage to put them on paper...

Angels Never Lie said...

@daydreamer...grt atleast m nt a loner in dis...lol

Tanvi said...

I nodded my head in agreement several times while reading this. I appreciate honest ppl n honest posts! I hope doing this helped you :)

bollywoodstylediaries said...

wow. that is a very honest post..Everyone feels (1) but very few have the guts to say it out openly!!

The thing is now u know urself in/out and u have accepted urself as u are - that is really amazing..other people have to read junk like Eat, pray and love to reach the same conclusion that u have to love urself before anyone else can love u..

Ph_ said...

That was so true .. Confessing what we did wrong motivates us to do right !

Your confessions are most common ones as in the deeds we all practice ! #6 Same case with me :(

nice blog :)

Bikram said...

Indeed takes courage to won up to things and now as u have done this , i hope and wish you overcome these problems with the same courage you showed putting them here ...

1. Everyone is jealous , some say it some dont

2. Well not to worry tomorrow is another day so start all over again :)

3. you think yo uhave forgotten but just try it and i am sure with a few days all that will come back to you...

4. being a middle class is not bad,

7. one shud try , to relations are very hard to maintain but so easy to break and looose ...

8. agree with you totally

9. Puntuality is very goood

10. well start now :)

Angels Never Lie said...

@tanvi...thnks fr da appreciation dear...n yes it does help!

Angels Never Lie said...

@ BSD...yep truly..its foremost thing to love urslef

Angels Never Lie said...

@princess...its now dat i have realized dey r so common

Angels Never Lie said...

@mann...thnks fr considering it so much...n yep m stared now!

White Magpie said...

Bravo!! The list is endless isnt it..

Vintage Obsession said...

I loved how you did this with such beautiful pictures
Confessions always helps lighten up things .

Punam said...

Poonam: That is quite a brave thing to do. But then, I felt u r being a bit hard on yourself. :) Just go with the flow. Take life as it comes.
:) Regds, Punam

dr.antony said...

As a Christian,we were taught to confess,at a young age. Every thing was a sin.Even after becoming adult,the practice is the same.We start off with a simple sin..like disobeyed parent..or did not pray...for an introduction.And then slowly comes the serious ones....Read bad books...seen bad pictures...and the list grows.

Is your list in the order? I don't find any sins there to confess.

Angels Never Lie said...

@magpie...well till now its jus dis much n trying to contract it

Angels Never Lie said...

@vintage...yep it does

Angels Never Lie said...

@punam...well till now i tuk life as it came n in process did sm disasters...so i dn wanna be strict to myself bt jus be a lil disciplined ...

Angels Never Lie said...

@dr. well yep it is in order n i hope to squeeze it soon...thnks fr commenting

faraz hasan said...

actually i liked the confessions
though i cant beutify by choice of words,
1.everybody is JEALOUS of the friends,as in the movie 3 idiot"bohot bura lagta hai agar aapka dost fail ho jaye, magar usse zaada bura lagta ai jub wo top kare ur aap kum number laaye"
2.We have some regrets.everybody of us.It is this regret which keeps the hunger alive
3.Cant help it. cant believe it
4.U become wat u dream and dare to
5. I am there for these matters. u are more than welcome in times of crisis
6.NO COMMENTS
7.UMMMMMMMMMMM???????????????
call all ur friends atlest once a week/month.This will help and believe me, u will feel great
8.Now Now, I want to tell u this, believe in prayers,be religious in ur heart,GOD is the best thing,as they say:tameva mata pita tameva tamewa bandhu,sakha tamewa....I always consider god as my friend, it may sound insane but in times of crisis and happiness i try and have conversation with Him .And He answers me through the voice of my heart
9.I know that .Ihave suffered

Angels Never Lie said...

@faraz..thnks a ton fr taking tym fr me...i agree almost on all wid u bt yet cant be religious...i love god n m better as secular

Blasphemous Aesthete said...

I see a part of me reflected here, a significant part.
But it does not matter much right now, regrets are on an all time low. :)

joejoseph said...

" VARUM VARATHIRIKKILLA"