Hope or Fear

For who shall win no one knows

but my prayers if at all true

And there exists the one beloved

I most definitely will have you

What I see You dont

You see my hairs frizzy and dry,

I see my dreams growing within.

You see my eyes sore and small,

I see the world through out and in.

You call me small you call me short ,

but I stare so far and I stare so high,

You find my face rough and dark,

but I use it to cover up all my cry.

You find my feet ugly and cracked,

I make a million mile walk from it,

You find my journey waste and absurd,

I find your judgement not too fit.

My hands don't look so soft to you,

I still show my care to touch,

You call me nice you call me beautiful,

But the same time not so much.

And so much so is your criticism to me,

I don't get wary to hear it though,

But you will one day realize that,

What do I actually mean to you.

And then you may actually see my hairs,

hiding you from the sharp sun,

my legs passing hurdles in your path,

And my laugh not a noise but fun.

My hands giving myriad promises,

my eyes adoring your successes,

And crying on your failures too,

But remain to be your witnesses.

You may not see it all today,

But one day you will be,

When I wouldn't be with you,

When I would no more see.

Don't Postpone Joy

1. Check your surroundings

Happiness is an infectious trait, so you have to be around positive people surrounding you. 

2. Take the Joy Test

Make list of things that made you happy and sad.

3. Kill the 'when' word

Don't put condition on your happiness. Do it how what makes you happy.

4. Try out something crazy & new

5. Infect others

 Be the happy person yourself to infect others. 

Dil Chahta Hai

En hawao me kho jaane ko dil chahta hai....

En fizaao ka ho jaane ko dil chahta hai....

Kuch kahane ko kuch sunane ko dil chahta hai....

Dil dhundta hai usse jise dil chahta hai....!

I Love You

To say or not to say...that is the question

May be because of the ego or sometimes out of the fear of what will it result into....or may be just it doesn't feel right to say at all... But I miss saying that i like you, I miss saying hmmmzz n hehehezz....I miss saying that i need you...i miss saying that i waited for you too...i miss saying  all i have in my mind and talking to you the stupidest thing i come across...i miss sharing all i want to...i miss the chats and even the little quarrels to....Its just that....

I miss you....

Because I guess I missed You...!

Rahein

Karwate badal rahi hai khwahishe...par mohabbato ki rahein abi tak tabah hai....

Between

Between the pain in my heart and the smile on my face,
if ever some one could see,
there lie a ME,
I would no doubt fall in love with him...

Why ME???

We often ask this question to ourselves and more often to others. 

Akhari Alvida

Dhadkane khamosh hai, Kuch kehti nahi, Yeh Akhari Alvida na ho.....

Tum Ho

Tum ho paas mere
Saath mere ho
Tum yun
Jitna mehsoos karoon 
Utna hi paa bhi loon

Tum ho mere liye
Mere liye ho tum yun
Khud ko main haar gaya
Tum ko, tukmko main jeeta hoon

Oooh ho....
Tum ho
hmmm....
Aaah haa aa...

Kahin se kahin ko bhi
Aao bewajah chale
Poochhe bina kisi se
Hum mile

Bandishe naa rahi koi baaqi
Tum ho
Tum ho paas mere, saath mere ho
Tum yun 
Jitna mehsoos karooon tumko, utna hi paa bhi loon
Ooooh hoo hoo...

Kis tarah chheenega aa mujh se ye jahaan tumhe
Tum bhi ho main
Kya fiqar ab humein

Tum ho mere liye 
Mere liye ho tum yun
Khud ko main haar gaya
Tum ko, Tumko main jeeta hoonTum ho paas mere
Saath mere ho
Tum yun
Jitna mehsoos karoon 
Utna hi paa bhi loon

Tum ho mere liye
Mere liye ho tum yun
Khud ko main haar gaya
Tum ko, tukmko main jeeta hoon

Oooh ho....
Tum ho
hmmm....
Aaah haa aa...

Kahin se kahin ko bhi
Aao bewajah chale
Poochhe bina kisi se
Hum mile

Bandishe naa rahi koi baaqi
Tum ho
Tum ho paas mere, saath mere ho
Tum yun 
Jitna mehsoos karooon tumko, utna hi paa bhi loon
Ooooh hoo hoo...

Kis tarah chheenega aa mujh se ye jahaan tumhe
Tum bhi ho main
Kya fiqar ab humein

Tum ho mere liye 
Mere liye ho tum yun
Khud ko main haar gaya
Tum ko, Tumko main jeeta hoon Tum ho paas mere
Saath mere ho
Tum yun
Jitna mehsoos karoon 
Utna hi paa bhi loon

Tum ho mere liye
Mere liye ho tum yun
Khud ko main haar gaya
Tum ko, tukmko main jeeta hoon

Oooh ho....
Tum ho
hmmm....
Aaah haa aa...

Kahin se kahin ko bhi
Aao bewajah chale
Poochhe bina kisi se
Hum mile

Bandishe naa rahi koi baaqi
Tum ho
Tum ho paas mere, saath mere ho
Tum yun 
Jitna mehsoos karooon tumko, utna hi paa bhi loon
Ooooh hoo hoo...

Kis tarah chheenega aa mujh se ye jahaan tumhe
Tum bhi ho main
Kya fiqar ab humein

Tum ho mere liye 
Mere liye ho tum yun
Khud ko main haar gaya
Tum ko, Tumko main jeeta hoon Tum ho paas mere
Saath mere ho
Tum yun
Jitna mehsoos karoon 
Utna hi paa bhi loon

Tum ho mere liye
Mere liye ho tum yun
Khud ko main haar gaya
Tum ko, tukmko main jeeta hoon

Oooh ho....
Tum ho
hmmm....
Aaah haa aa...

Kahin se kahin ko bhi
Aao bewajah chale
Poochhe bina kisi se
Hum mile

Bandishe naa rahi koi baaqi
Tum ho
Tum ho paas mere, saath mere ho
Tum yun 
Jitna mehsoos karooon tumko, utna hi paa bhi loon
Ooooh hoo hoo...

Kis tarah chheenega aa mujh se ye jahaan tumhe
Tum bhi ho main
Kya fiqar ab humein

Tum ho mere liye 
Mere liye ho tum yun
Khud ko main haar gaya
Tum ko, Tumko main jeeta hoon Tum ho paas mere
Saath mere ho
Tum yun
Jitna mehsoos karoon 
Utna hi paa bhi loon

Tum ho mere liye
Mere liye ho tum yun
Khud ko main haar gaya
Tum ko, tukmko main jeeta hoon

Oooh ho....
Tum ho
hmmm....
Aaah haa aa...

Kahin se kahin ko bhi
Aao bewajah chale
Poochhe bina kisi se
Hum mile

Bandishe naa rahi koi baaqi
Tum ho
Tum ho paas mere, saath mere ho
Tum yun 
Jitna mehsoos karooon tumko, utna hi paa bhi loon
Ooooh hoo hoo...

Kis tarah chheenega aa mujh se ye jahaan tumhe
Tum bhi ho main
Kya fiqar ab humein

Tum ho mere liye 
Mere liye ho tum yun
Khud ko main haar gaya
Tum ko, Tumko main jeeta hoon Tum ho paas mere
Saath mere ho
Tum yun
Jitna mehsoos karoon 
Utna hi paa bhi loon

Tum ho mere liye
Mere liye ho tum yun
Khud ko main haar gaya
Tum ko, tukmko main jeeta hoon

Oooh ho....
Tum ho
hmmm....
Aaah haa aa...

Kahin se kahin ko bhi
Aao bewajah chale
Poochhe bina kisi se
Hum mile

Bandishe naa rahi koi baaqi
Tum ho
Tum ho paas mere, saath mere ho
Tum yun 
Jitna mehsoos karooon tumko, utna hi paa bhi loon
Ooooh hoo hoo...

Kis tarah chheenega aa mujh se ye jahaan tumhe
Tum bhi ho main
Kya fiqar ab humein

Tum ho mere liye 
Mere liye ho tum yun
Khud ko main haar gaya
Tum ko, Tumko main jeeta hoon

Life Changes from Here

Yes it does! Since now I am dared to do what I want to. Its true that to get something you have to pay the price of it and I would also have to. But I am prepared for it. Life is not a usual path for everyone lest you  chose a path not taken often (the road less traveled). I don't know what will happen after this but I am ready to face it. I believe in my God and He will not disappoint me. This worse period of my life is haunting me every second, every moment. I just wait and hope it gets away soon. 

Why?

I don't know why usually the most lively people in this world lose the inspiration to live....let alone the wish to relive!

I Feel Like Dying

I'm sitting here asking myself why Why is it that I want to die I hate my life and what I am So I'm just thinking to myself how do I get out of this jam I try to have faith But my life is moving at a slow pace I'm hoping I can gain some patience Because I need some time to adapt to these changes  Yet I try to remain gracious Even though I really can't take this  Constant feeling of despair And the sudden urge to shed a tear I'm really in search of that true friend Who gets me and I get them Does that person even exist Or am I just making a false wish Yes I still feel like dying But no I'm not trying

From Dreams to Reality

I still remember the day when I started writing this blog. I was very sad but still hopeful. And today my hopes have come true. I can see my dreams taking shape and all my wishes are fulfilled now. There was a day when I could only see and wait for the day you come to me....but today I can touch you and feel how it seems to be. My much awaited wait has got over. My dream is in my hand and I am very happy to feel it everyday every second. But the only bad part about dreams is that when they get fulfilled they start giving birth to many more dreams like them and most of the times the one which bigger then them. But I have no problem with it. I am thankful to God that he helped me in this journey and gave me courage to go ahead. And with His help I will turn all my dreams into reality very soon. Lord help me to grow soon.

                           Dare to dream, dare to fly,
                           Dare to be the ever chosen one to touch the sky.


(PS: Actually I have got my dream job.Yuppieee!!!)

  

Marriage at my home

Its been really long I have written something. I missed this place. Lot of things are going in my life. And the most recent one is the upcoming marriage of my bro. Its on 29th April. Things are charging gradually. I almost seem to compare every little thing from my sis 's marriage which held 5 years back. Everything has changed a lot. Now one member will be added to our family and I am very excited about it. Every day we go for shopping, some arrangements in home, some calls, some cold drinks etc etc etc. N number of things are going here and there. All still seems to be at rest in my mind. I feel at peace at this moment and just want to enjoy every second of it. I hope the marriage goes up well and happily.

PS: Most imp thing I am worried abt is my look that day. I hope I look v v beautiful that day.

What I feel for you

Even if you don't say a word I can hear the story in your mind. Even if you don't look for me I can sense you need me. Even if you smile all the while I can see the tears in your heart. And even if you don't see me around I am always there with you in your heart, just like a flame with the candle, like a fragrance with the flower and like a soul with the being. The seasons may change, the sun may end for a dawn, the birds may fly away and the world may abandon. But what will never change is my enduring love for you...It will just grow stronger and stronger by the time we will spend together...!

Silent Prayers

I am not the most successful person in this world. Not the wealthiest too. I don't have a big heart to give it all. Yes, I am selfish. I am not the most blessed being and not all my wishes come true. I am also not the happiest person out here.


But, I want you to be the one. I don't have anything to give you now except my Silent Prayers. May God Bless you!

Ye Silsile...

"Tum ho to sab silsile ache lagte hai,

Is chahat ke silsile ache lagte hai,

Door jana magar laut aana,

Mujhe tum se tumhi tak ke fasle ache lagte hai..."

Yuppieee....Its my B'day Today!

Happy Birthday To Me....:)

My First Tag

Well this is my first tag.Got it from my dear friend Bikram. So now I will see how good I am at this. Here I go-

If I were a month…..September...I just love the season in this month.

If I were a day of the week….It has to be Saturday. Every banker know why is it so. Half day gives you full opportunity for hangout n movies....yey yey 

If I were a time of day….Evening. I love the evening mood.  Relaxed and serene.

If I were a season….Spring for sure. I can't bear too much of summer or winter.

If I were a planet…Venus. After women are from Venus only. ;)

If I were a sea animal…Gold fish.  Wo choti wali, cute si.

If I were a direction….West. Love their open culture.

If I were a piece of furniture…. Chandelier. Its elegance is so attractive n royal (?does it come in furniture....)

If I were a liquid….. Lemonade. I am almost addicted to it. 

If I were a tree….Neem tree. Bitter but very useful (for me dats jus smtimes okie)

If I were a tool….Stapler. It gets paper together to make them meaningful a file.  (poor philosophy ehh...)

If I were an element….Oxygen. Dats how important I want to be for others.

If I were a gemstone……Neelam. I know abt only one gemstone, da one I wear.

If I were a musical instrument….Guitar. Next could be Violin. So relaxing and takes you to another world.

If I were a color…..Pink. M sho girly girly.

If I were a emotion…..Hope. Its not found everywhere.

If I were a fruit…Strawberry

If I were a sound…Sound of wind. Try, you can hear it .

If I were a car…..Hyundai i10

If I were food…….Matar Kulcha/ Pasta

If I were a scent….Lavender/ rose 

If I were a pair of shoes…. Stelatoes

If I were a bird….Sparrow. I wish for peace everywhere.

All who have read this, have been tagged. Try it and you will love it. Tadda!

Happy New Year

Happy New Year to all of you. May this year bring loads of love, success and prosperity in your life...

 With love....Poonam

Sheila Ki Jawani - Chipmunks Version

MERRY CHRISTMAS

" Everything will be a pleasant surprise when you expect nothing..."

Merry Christmas to all of you. Since I couldn't get time for two days I am writing it today as I badly wanted to wish Christmas to my dear ones. This Christmas has been very pleasant and celebrating for me. Every year I used to have a long list for Santa but this time I really had nothing to ask for. Santa already fulfilled my wishes and if I ask for more I will surely sound selfish. So I thought of doing something different in this post. Rather than putting my long wishlist (which I thought I still have,although it no more exist or may be have shrinked now), I want to say thanks to the people who have been like a cute little Santa for me and have completed my wishes whether asked for or not.

So THANK YOU...
...to God first of all. Then my parents, my brothers, my sister, my jiju, my cute little nephew, my would be bhabhi, my teachers,my tutors, my colleagues, my seniors, my bosses, my mentors, my neighbors, my relatives, my cousins, all my friends and everyone else whom I have met at any point of my life or whom I have never met at all but still have a role in my life. You people have been a blessing to me. I have learned a lot from you. You made me improve, grow, love, understand, care and learn how to live life to its fullest. You make me smile and give me strength to move on in life. You made me matured and you only bring the kid out of me. In nutshell, you have given a meaning to my life by completing it. For everything I want to thank you from the core of my heart and wish that all your wishes come true. May be I have said or may be I couldn't...But I  Love You all. Don't forget to love me back! Merry Christmas!

MY CHRISTMAS TREE

MY CHRISTMAS CAP

MY CHRISTMAS JOKER

MY CHRISTMAS FAIRY

MY CHRISTMAS POOH 

MY CHRISTMAS DEAR

MY CHRISTMAS SNOWMAN

MY CHRISTMAS CAT

MY CHRISTMAS CAMEL

CHRISTMAS WISHES

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL....

WITH LOADS OF LOVE....

POONAM